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[rockinku]

yea 14 days until i move back home...mixed feelings, im kinda excited to get back and see my friends from school, and be able to hang out more with my friends back here. but i love where im living, its so much fun. right across the street from the beach, nice people around. ive had a lot of fun the past 2 and a half months even though i dont really know anyone. I cant wait to move back in january, kinda worried about the cold weather and snow right off the lake but i think i can handle it. so much is going on, too many people not enough people. hard to decide what to do. work is cool, i love being important, and knowing how to fix things. helping fix the lines is probably the most fun part of the job. paperwork isnt all that bad, its easy and you get to sit at the computer and look around on the internet when you get bored. im really excited for the future. i know im on the right path, i know that the decisions i make are leading me toward something great. 3 years, thats all i have left, then i will have a job and a house and a couple nice cars. and in the mean time just having fun in school and work. living out on my own is fun too, i like it a lot better than living at my parents house. it may cost more money but its worth it to me. and all in all i think i like the challenge. the challenge to manage money enough to pay all of my bills and try to work everything in feels better then sitting around. if i lived at home, i would barely have any bills and have a lot more money but i wouldnt feel as accomplished about what i have. im just happy with the way things are going. i may not have the girl of my dreams, or a new car. but i am enjoying everything i do have, and patience is virtue, all i have to do is wait and i think things will turn out well for me.

I have also been doing a lot of thinking and im a lucky guy. things have been working out really well for me. id like to think its something like karma, be good to others and they will be good to you. some of you may not feel i deserve this because i am not good to others, but whatever, i know what i do and i know who i am. anyway things have just been working out, when i need something to happen it does and when when things are down something comes along and makes it better.

thank you to everyone in my life, i appreciate everything the good and the bad, it has made me who i am. dont forget you dont have time to be sad, life is a only a blink in everything, make the most of it