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I kinda want to turn my life in a new direction. I have been reading a lot about religion and it is starting to interest me. So I think I am giving up sex, due to the fact that it is meant for reproduction, and Catholics dont believe in controception and since i dont want kids, abstinence is the way to go. I want to start going to church and
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ya know thats funny that ur friends would believe that.. or think of me that way.. because they wouldnt if you didnt say shit and i know that you do. i was honest from the beginning about what i wanted then all of a sudden im the bad guy. oh well i guess. im gone and thats ur life. i live two hours away and will the rest of my life. its funny how someone younger can be so much more mature about things. when i refer to you i dont say asshole or anything negative. and yes im sorry that i was dating someone else at the time and i was happy. More happy than i am now with Jamie. Idk nick... maybe this "friend" thing isnt going to work out because i am so frusterated half the time with you. Its not that i dont want to be but if things are just going to stay this way and you blame me for everything that happens or that i dont listen to things enough im sorry. But i guess then it isnt worth fighting for-a friendship. Idk... Im so numb about it that either way it doesnt bother me. I just dont want to get pissed off at the things you say anymore and maybe cutting ties is the best idea. I wasnt bad to you... the only thing i ever did was push away when things got to be too much. When things started becoming more of a relationship... YOU KNOW that i was a sweetheart to you and treated you nicely but you give off the impression to everyone else that i was a huge bitch. Heres a catholic theory... forgive.. not necessarily forget but FORGIVE. Dont hold a grudge on me because i did what was best. I still came around and hung out with you and we had a good time... but you still push it that i was the bad one... we were both good people... it just didnt work. Be mad at me for it all you want... but i dont care anymore about it... it was in the past. and we've been done for a long time. Im sorry but the best i tried to do was stay friends and i dont think its working.
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