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I cant wait until school. I sit at home bored when I am not at work. I need to work and i need school. Next friday i move in woot woot. then friday/saturday night party. then monday start working out everyday or every other day with running in between. Think im gonna go with the latter of the two. Then i hear maybe wednesday i get to start learning some lacrosse. It sounds like a lot of fun, learning to play then getting out there and hitting people. I think i might be alright but i dont expect to be that good because i am slowly losing my athletic ability due to being a lot slower and just not being able to make the smooth crisp moves i used to. DAMN MY LAZINESS, i should have kept up with myself. Oh well hopefully running and working out will get me back into a lot better shape. Goal is to get lean enough to almost see my abs. Size doesnt matter i would mostly like to be lean. Plus once I am lean then i can work on gaining muscle weight.
I have been missing James a lot lately, that reminds me i need to get that info to schuster. But there has just been a lot I would like to talk to him about. He was a great listener and always had good advice. Work just isnt the same without him.
They need to make an anti-persperant soap. Cuz deodorant just doesnt cut it. Plus then you wouldnt sweat at all except like from spots where you dont wash, like under your hair. But i just think it would be convenient.
So many goals and ambitions. KG should feel special because she is the only person ive actually told about it. I wish people understood me. It doesnt bother me to be judged, but there are people that do matter in my life that i hate to hear them say i dissapoint them or that im a dick or whatever it is they say. There are people that i wish knew who i was and what i am.
Zach has been talking a lot of shit lately, it doesnt bother me its just wierd to hear. Like i dont really care what he has to say because he is over reacting, and he is just being immature about it. And no i dont care what people say and i am stupid and ignorant because i know what the hell im talking about and i dont feel like explaining it to you. and i dont feel like arguing. Its not that im afraid to lose its just that i dont care enough to hear what you have to say. Cuz it doesnt matter.
Shit happens get over it. Life goes on. Nothing in life is really worth fighting over, cuz there is so much more to life than holding grudges or hating. Think in three years who i gonna care what happened way back when. No one, there is nothing you can do but move on. But oh well thats my choice other people may feel different, they are allowed to their opinion.
Some people hate me for being so smart, i enjoy hearing it actually. Cuz people think i am just an idiot, i actually think a lot and there is a lot more going on than you think. People hear me talk, like Dave, and they are just like your an idiot. But it doesnt matter because i understand why he says it. Most people dont see things the way i see them.
Oh well its too confusing to go on. Later
I have been missing James a lot lately, that reminds me i need to get that info to schuster. But there has just been a lot I would like to talk to him about. He was a great listener and always had good advice. Work just isnt the same without him.
They need to make an anti-persperant soap. Cuz deodorant just doesnt cut it. Plus then you wouldnt sweat at all except like from spots where you dont wash, like under your hair. But i just think it would be convenient.
So many goals and ambitions. KG should feel special because she is the only person ive actually told about it. I wish people understood me. It doesnt bother me to be judged, but there are people that do matter in my life that i hate to hear them say i dissapoint them or that im a dick or whatever it is they say. There are people that i wish knew who i was and what i am.
Zach has been talking a lot of shit lately, it doesnt bother me its just wierd to hear. Like i dont really care what he has to say because he is over reacting, and he is just being immature about it. And no i dont care what people say and i am stupid and ignorant because i know what the hell im talking about and i dont feel like explaining it to you. and i dont feel like arguing. Its not that im afraid to lose its just that i dont care enough to hear what you have to say. Cuz it doesnt matter.
Shit happens get over it. Life goes on. Nothing in life is really worth fighting over, cuz there is so much more to life than holding grudges or hating. Think in three years who i gonna care what happened way back when. No one, there is nothing you can do but move on. But oh well thats my choice other people may feel different, they are allowed to their opinion.
Some people hate me for being so smart, i enjoy hearing it actually. Cuz people think i am just an idiot, i actually think a lot and there is a lot more going on than you think. People hear me talk, like Dave, and they are just like your an idiot. But it doesnt matter because i understand why he says it. Most people dont see things the way i see them.
Oh well its too confusing to go on. Later