" Dancing in the Sonic Burger parking lot wit' fun people to Spanish music, is the greatest! "
So tonight consisted alot of:
-- Being late to a football game, and didn't get to dance.
-+ Went downtown wit' Michelle, Janine, Phil, and Dan.
-+ Went to the Nexus to catch up wit' Cody.
-- Starting to get weird feelings.
++ Ran into Cassie, and Randi. LOVE them kids! ;D
++ Ran into Nora, Amarro, and Lupe. LOVE these kids!
++ Went to Sonics and danced to Mexican music wit' fun kids.
++ And now I'm spending the night at Janine and Phil's house, and Joe is being retarded. Haha. Fun guy.
But... The whole night after Dan and Michelle started " flirting " at Nexus, I got jealous. Not because I'm jealous of Michelle or Dan, it's because it reminded me that I don't have anyone to play 'round wit' like they were doing. Even though they didn't even realize what they were doing. Atleast I know Michelle didn't. Tonight I realized how utterly alone I really am. I could be in a crouded room laughing wit' friends, and still feel like the lonliest man in the world.
I truely hate myself, at times.
I'm such a loser...
-- Being late to a football game, and didn't get to dance.
-+ Went downtown wit' Michelle, Janine, Phil, and Dan.
-+ Went to the Nexus to catch up wit' Cody.
-- Starting to get weird feelings.
++ Ran into Cassie, and Randi. LOVE them kids! ;D
++ Ran into Nora, Amarro, and Lupe. LOVE these kids!
++ Went to Sonics and danced to Mexican music wit' fun kids.
++ And now I'm spending the night at Janine and Phil's house, and Joe is being retarded. Haha. Fun guy.
But... The whole night after Dan and Michelle started " flirting " at Nexus, I got jealous. Not because I'm jealous of Michelle or Dan, it's because it reminded me that I don't have anyone to play 'round wit' like they were doing. Even though they didn't even realize what they were doing. Atleast I know Michelle didn't. Tonight I realized how utterly alone I really am. I could be in a crouded room laughing wit' friends, and still feel like the lonliest man in the world.
I truely hate myself, at times.
I'm such a loser...