Jun 06, 2005 13:42
ok im going to get this all off my chest...
i went against everything in my body. i went against everything my friends told me. i hurt myself.
i decided to start seeing angie again a week ago. so we were back, boyfriend and girlfriend. it was just like normal.
today i found out that she was fucking some dude while we were talking. i know, i know "BIG SURPRISE" everyone will tell me.
let me tell you the extent of it... she would call me and say she was hanging out with friends and she would be going up with this guy to canada and indiana for weekend outings. she would go out of the room to answer her phone and lie to me about where she was. he told me today.
WHO DOES THAT TO SOMEONE?
you guys were right. LT, paul, tongue im sorry i ignored the advice you had to offer me.
i am a firm believer in the goodness of everyone. people make mistakes and second chances are worth a shot, but i dont know if i feel that way anymore.
im embarrassed, i dont make mistakes let this. im an honest and genuine person. why did i get shit all over?
my friends are the best. these past few weeks we have all been seeing a lot of each other. its awesome.
thanks paul, dhebi, tongue, calli, niko, haley (in no special order) for being everything i thought you would be. my best friends.
ahh i feel bad but i cant let this destroy me. so ROCK ON :)
: roscoe :: ive had the sour, wheres the sweet?