May 07, 2008 09:08
You are the only person I allow to walk in and out of my life
like it doesn't even bother me..
Many ask how long it's been..
well to me it has been an eternity between our multiple reunions
It's not love or lust.. but something in betwee that no matter how hard I try
or how long we stay dormant and who else comes into my life... I still think about you, crave you, miss you, dream about you.
I want it to go away..
or
I want you to realize I'm one of the BEST things that's happened to you.
I'd give so much, and already have to see you happy and better off than the last girl.
I'm sorry I don't want to get high with you
or get sloppy and drunk with you.
I feel sorry for myself.. because whenever something good starts going for me... YOU always seem to show up in some way...
It's rediculous, it's unfair.. and I need the willpower to get over you.
Remember, it is you that holds this key...
to open up this rediculous affair or to throw it all away...
Come on.. be a man and figure out what you want...
because one day...
I won't be waiting for you anymore.