how many times do I have to say it?
well, michael and i have been over for about a month and a half now and i am dating someone new. his name is KC and i am so fucking in love and so happy. it makes all my dreams come true and he does it with style. he is a bad boy and the kind of guy that i can and have taken home to mom and dad. he is perfect for me in every way.
on the other side of the page...:
i have been giving michael his stuff back lately and getting my stuff back from him and i thought he was finally out of my life. despite all of his flaws, it is nothing against him, not really, i just am not really the kind of person who can be friends with an ex who broke my heart and then i broke his. i just can't besides he has turned into a dick and he has someone new and i have someone new so why should we constantly be around to remind each other of our past? well anyway, just when i thought i would never see him or hear from him again (aside from the angry text messages about all the shit i gave him back) he kicks jim out of his apartment and i helped jim move to my apartment for a few days. of course i go into the apartment and try as hard as i can not to look at any of them but... MICHAEL JUST HAS TO COME INTO JIM'S ROOM WHILE I AM PACKING HIM UP BECAUSE MICHAEL KICKED HIM OUT!!! and start a fucking polite conversation. then i didn't say anything mean, i just didn't really respond to him and he was like you don't have to brush me off i am just trying to be nice, and i was like well i don't need you to be nice (because i wanted him to leave me alone) and then he started screaming as he went back over to sit next to his girlfriend about how he doesn't know why i hate him so much and i don't hate him. well anyway he's not part of my life anymore except when i see old friends and have to explain why we broke up. but i could really give a shit, i just don't.
so that's what's with me lately. oh did i mention that KC is a kick-ass tattoo artist!!!!!!!!!
yeah! oh and my hair is blonde!
:)
on the other side of the page...:
i have been giving michael his stuff back lately and getting my stuff back from him and i thought he was finally out of my life. despite all of his flaws, it is nothing against him, not really, i just am not really the kind of person who can be friends with an ex who broke my heart and then i broke his. i just can't besides he has turned into a dick and he has someone new and i have someone new so why should we constantly be around to remind each other of our past? well anyway, just when i thought i would never see him or hear from him again (aside from the angry text messages about all the shit i gave him back) he kicks jim out of his apartment and i helped jim move to my apartment for a few days. of course i go into the apartment and try as hard as i can not to look at any of them but... MICHAEL JUST HAS TO COME INTO JIM'S ROOM WHILE I AM PACKING HIM UP BECAUSE MICHAEL KICKED HIM OUT!!! and start a fucking polite conversation. then i didn't say anything mean, i just didn't really respond to him and he was like you don't have to brush me off i am just trying to be nice, and i was like well i don't need you to be nice (because i wanted him to leave me alone) and then he started screaming as he went back over to sit next to his girlfriend about how he doesn't know why i hate him so much and i don't hate him. well anyway he's not part of my life anymore except when i see old friends and have to explain why we broke up. but i could really give a shit, i just don't.
so that's what's with me lately. oh did i mention that KC is a kick-ass tattoo artist!!!!!!!!!
yeah! oh and my hair is blonde!
:)