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so, i'm at my parents' house right now washing clothes, there's a hurricane coming and it's pouring down rain. i overdrew my account and i am now in the hole $46 and some change. i'm bored. michael is/was at work and if it doesn't get too rough outside i am going to meet him at his mom's house cuz they have a generator but either me or him has to go to the apartment and get sylvia, clothes, xbox and other necessities. it will probably end up being me... oh joy. fucking weather. i love the rain but this is overkill. much like a certain person who has disappointed me and pissed me off time and time again to the point of overkill and i have tried and tried despite everything, i still try and i guess i'll never stop. anyways...
on another note... i am looking for a friggin job much better than the one i have now, i can do office work, a regular 9-5 where i can make at least $7.00/hr. and i think my dad is going to be fixing my car very very soon. but it will probably take a while to do because he found a good car that he could just take the motor, transmission and seats from mine and put in it and then i would have a good car again. but that will take some time so i guess i'll either be in the mustang or my mom's car, more than likely i'll be driving my mom's car... the tupac sedan. well anyways
holla
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"collect calls to home
tell them that i've realized
that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone"
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"i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget
i am all you've ever wanted
what all the other boys all promised
sorry i don't
i just needed you to know
i think in decimals and dollars
i am the cause to all your problems
shelter from cold
we're never alone
coordinate brain and mouth
then aske me what it's like to have myself so figured out
wish i knew...........
i hope this song starts a craze
the kind of song that ignites the airwave
the kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with whoever their there with
holding on to your grudge
it's so hard to have someone to love
keeping quiet is hard
cuz you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
at least pretend you didn't want to get caught"
~both songs from Brand New ~ "Deja Entendu (sp?)"
on another note... i am looking for a friggin job much better than the one i have now, i can do office work, a regular 9-5 where i can make at least $7.00/hr. and i think my dad is going to be fixing my car very very soon. but it will probably take a while to do because he found a good car that he could just take the motor, transmission and seats from mine and put in it and then i would have a good car again. but that will take some time so i guess i'll either be in the mustang or my mom's car, more than likely i'll be driving my mom's car... the tupac sedan. well anyways
holla
***************************
"collect calls to home
tell them that i've realized
that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone"
***************************
"i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget
i am all you've ever wanted
what all the other boys all promised
sorry i don't
i just needed you to know
i think in decimals and dollars
i am the cause to all your problems
shelter from cold
we're never alone
coordinate brain and mouth
then aske me what it's like to have myself so figured out
wish i knew...........
i hope this song starts a craze
the kind of song that ignites the airwave
the kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with whoever their there with
holding on to your grudge
it's so hard to have someone to love
keeping quiet is hard
cuz you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
at least pretend you didn't want to get caught"
~both songs from Brand New ~ "Deja Entendu (sp?)"