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It's been forever since I've done this.
I thought I knew what I wanted with my life, until I got it. I've been cast as the lead of Pirates of Penzance here at OCU, which I don't think I necessarily deserve or will do well with. I guess after four years of college the one thing I forgot to learn was self confidence. So now I'm busy out of my mind being in the chorus of Guys and Dolls and not being able to balance my time and just imagining all of the time I'm going to have to put into this operetta.
And I always have back to school stress, and maybe I haven't really ever had anything to be stressed out about before and so now this time I really should be stressed but I've been stressed for long it just doesn't even seem worth it anymore.
"With only so much time to spend, don't want to waste the time I'm given
'Have it all' 'Play the game' some recommend. I'm afraid it just may be time to give in."
So when all signs point north and I should be happy on all accounts, I'm not.
I thought I knew what I wanted with my life, until I got it. I've been cast as the lead of Pirates of Penzance here at OCU, which I don't think I necessarily deserve or will do well with. I guess after four years of college the one thing I forgot to learn was self confidence. So now I'm busy out of my mind being in the chorus of Guys and Dolls and not being able to balance my time and just imagining all of the time I'm going to have to put into this operetta.
And I always have back to school stress, and maybe I haven't really ever had anything to be stressed out about before and so now this time I really should be stressed but I've been stressed for long it just doesn't even seem worth it anymore.
"With only so much time to spend, don't want to waste the time I'm given
'Have it all' 'Play the game' some recommend. I'm afraid it just may be time to give in."
So when all signs point north and I should be happy on all accounts, I'm not.