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I am being absolutely pathetic. It is horrible. I've gone through this before and I wasn't even close to being this bad when he first left. I didn't even really cry that much last year, but Thursday night I cried myself to sleep. I cried a lot on Friday and I even cried this morning. I wish I could toughen up and not be a pathetic girl, but it just isn't happening.
I have the habit of getting ready for work really fast, because I always wanted to spend a little bit of time with Nick. Well, this afternoon I fell into that habit and I had an extra 15 mins. So, I cleaned. Weird...
I'm going to stop being pathetic. Sorry guys for the whine fest!