Sep 15, 2004 22:39
Being
superman busy sucks. I never take stress well and I probably
never will. Atleast keeping busy has helped me keep my mind off
other things.
So... I now have a rash that isn't that noticeable and dad thinks I
have mono. I highly doubt I have mono though. I guess I
will see Tuesday.
Great is still in the hostpital. Dad said she was doing better
for awhile but now I guess she has gotten back down to the same.
I haven't visited her yet. I don't know if I can/want
to. Of course I want to see her, but I know it will be
hard. It's just hard for me to believe that she is actually
dying. I have always thought she would live forever. It's
like reality has punched me in the face and chipped my tooth with a
hanger.
ISTEP starts next week. What joy. Although it is awesome
that we get to not really have classes for a week I just hate the
thought of ISTEP. It's just a way to make kids feel even more
self concious about themselves. It makes kids feel like crap
because they didn't get an above average on the math part. They
just got average so that makes them an average person. I also
hate the fact that you must pass ISTEP in order to graduate. I
know I'll pass I just feel sorry for the ones who don't do well on
these and have to try over and over again. I bet their self
confidence go up to a 10... NOT!
I finally got a dress for homecoming. I think I'm going to use it for the play too. Who really knows though?!
I'm sorry I can be bad at names. It's just when I get
excited/mad/worried/freaked out my mind starts moving faster than my
mouth and I just blurt out random names I guess. It might be the
other way around. I don't know... but that doesn't matter.
What matters is I'm sorry and I know I have apoligized 10387573795
times for it but I thought I would do it one more time. I can't
wait for Friday at 3:05. I love you...
My last away game (besides North) is Friday. I'm
happy. Away games are alright but I hate the long
drives. An hour away. woo. Rachel has found her inner
backspot and it's awesome!!
Alright... the sheep on my pillow are bawing for me... *BAAAWW*<-- that's the sheep bawing! :)