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soyeah havent updated in a while ...so im jus gunna say a few things i dont wanna type alot lol ...well i moved on campus last week SALEM STATE COLLEGE i actuallu love it the classes arent so bad my room is alrightits a forced triple with scott and roneey fun fun im in peabody hall woiohoo ...my friends are amazing here at salem im starting theater and im wicjked excited like woah i miss jessica and nat soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooomuch im like dieing anbd i miss everyone else from everett =(...ive actually been very upset i mean i love campus life but i miss my friends ...and greg ...i dunno i feel like something is eating me up from inside and im jus always sad and hurting usualy about him and i dunno what to do i dont wanna like cakll it off i love him but its getting hard and sometime more then i should i feel like im jus not worth it that im shit ...cuz thats how i ususualy feel and its driveing me crazy and then we fight cuz i feel like this which drived me crazier sigh and i jus dont thgink we feel the same foir each other .....i kno how i feel ..yeah soo i dunno what to do ................sorry for venting byebye