Jan 17, 2005 00:40
I haven't been up to a whole lot this week since I didn't start work. I'm supposed to now be starting on tuesday so let's cross our fingers in hopes that I can start getting a paycheck again.
I talked to Jenny the other day, it was nice to talk to her again. It wasn't a long conversation or anything, just surface stuff really, but I'm glad I said hi, I miss talking to her.
On thursday I met Whitney and Nacho out in Ontario. I finally had a drink with Nacho. They ate dinner and Bubbles came and joined us for dessert. Then Whit, Nacho and I went to the movies. We saw White Noise. I don't think it was the greatest movie but definitely creepy. Yesterday was my g-ma's 70th B-day party. Usually family parties are kinda annoying but for some reason I actually found yesterday to be almost fun in a way. Maybe it's because the adults finally treat me as an adult now. The party ended up running late so I didn't get to drive up to camp like I wanted. I was way too tired to drive up there when it was going to get dark just as I was reaching temecula. I'm sad I didn't make it there but hopefully I'll get to work some weekend soon.
I'm sitting here and i feel like I'm thinking a lot about things I need to do or want to do or that I don't want to be doing but then when I try to actually think about those things I'm thinking of my mind is sorta blank. I'm not sure exactly why that is or what I really want but I feel like I shouln't be sitting here doing nothing but then I feel like I have tons I want to write down that just istn't coming to mind. Maybe it just means I need to go to sleep but I'm not tired now because I slept in this morning. I think I sound crazy now so I guess I'll stop for now and try to go to sleep.