un ano y seis meses
Last Night Anna, Jorge and I went to a Rally in the Northgate area to protest hatred at Texas A&M. The event was sponsored by M.A.S.E. (Make Aggieland Safe for Everyone) and it turned out to be well worth going to. We listened to some of the testamonies of people who had been either assaulted or victims of hate related incidents. I noticed that there were a lot of racially motivated ones and of course this doesn't surprise me giving the environment that we are in but It really mad me angry. I was sharing some of my own testimonies with one of my friends that was there and she was surprised. We all held candles and signs that said "HATE" but the hate had a cross through it. We [the protesters] walked to the site were a grad student was assaulted and the grad student said some words of encouragement. I am glad that he is doing ok and in good health. From what I hear, there are plans to have another rally in the fall.
Mom is not going to be able to come visit me this weekend mainly due to the fact that she can't afford it and her car is not in the best of shape for a three hour drive to CS. She is always worried about her "Baby Anton." I am going see if one of these weekends if Jorge and I can go back to Beaumont to do some visiting with the parents. [Big Money Texas BMT] ::does random gangsta signs::
Yet another PoliSci Test this Friday and I have lots of reading and reviewing to do. It would be easier if I didn't have to work. Then I would have time to relax and get things done when I would like to and not have to have this feeling of being rushed or pressured into a specific time to study but I think I will be able to manage tonight since I am not going to meet with my friend Lindsay today. I kinda like studying by myself.
Today marks One year and 6 months that Jorge and I have been together...YAY! Seriously, I feel really lucky to be with him because he is so unique and understanding and caring. It makes me feel bad for my self when I let my temper flare over some small issues when what matters is our relationship. I have never been with a guy this long before. I have just been thinking about the many things we have done and the laughing, the crying, the ups and downs that we have had but In the long run we really do love each other. Our relationship has matured so much and we have learned so much from each other that our diputes are solved in a rapid and adult manner. I like it when we talk about random stuff and laugh about it. Honestly; I know that I will never get tired of being with Jorge. My feelings for him are the same as when we first kissed and I will NEVER forget that. The one main thing that has changed is the maturity in our relationship but that doesn't mean we don't have fun. When Jorge met me he informed me about his ex's and from what I can understand they seemed to be nice guys but they didnt truly like him. They may have thought that he was cute but I feel differently than that. When I first saw Jorge I was like...Daayumm..He is Hawt!! [In my head]. Now I just say it out loud..Hehe! My Ex's were the same with me and I let them have a lot of space so they decided to cheat on me and that was not cool. I respect the fact that Jorge has not cheated on me and it says that he really loves me. I remember the spring break that we spent together and just how close we were to each other and how we had good deep converstations about stuff. I know that Jorge has ambitions on graduate school and seriously I don't know whats instore for me after I graduate. I have thought about the music education program at U.T. or Texas State. However; what If Jorge wants to go somewhere else? Will our relationship survive after we graduate?....Of course it will! I am not going to loose him at all. He means so much to me. I can also find a music program where ever he plans to attend grad school.
I love You Jorge! <3
adc :)