Just leave her alone?
I know, I know! Just leave her alone! But I can't! She's always on my mind, but she has other friends now, which she has replaced me with. She has no room in her life, or her heart, left for me. I don't understand. If I lived closer or further away, if I was blind... she may take me in. But not if I can't walk, no. I can't even give her a call anymore. I've been stripped of that. I give and give and all Lauren does is take and take. How many more cheeks do I have to turn to her? There aren't many left. I've been hurt by Lauren before, but now, it's the greatest heartache ever!