and in my best behavior i am really just like him.

Dec 30, 2005 19:29

The other day I seriously considered becoming a nudist for 45 minutes. In fact the politically correct term is naturist. I did the online research and everything.

My phone voice these days is funny. A male Stevie Wayne maybe. I'm not sure I get it but it's okay. It says outside I'm different but inside I know I'm as fucked up and ridiculous as ever.

Can I ask you about what happened that one time over a month ago, if in fact something did happen? That's what that weird kinda throaty mostly mumbly laugh is about that you don't get. But yes I wish I could go to a lesbian bar with you.

Some days I just want to be as covered and insulated as possible. Then everything I hear is the sound of a demon coming in.

So I'm passive-aggressive from multiple sources. Go ahead. Deride me.
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