i'm not in this movie i'm not in this song never leave me paralyzed love leave me hypnotized love
Facts...
I like feeling sorry for myself.
People I know who used to like talking to me stare past me now.
I want to have my cake and eat it too.
I stare at strangers too much. It wouldn't be "too much" if I didn't also wonder what it feels like to be them right at that moment.
I mistake smiles given to me for so many things they aren't.
Lately when I talk people look at me with the you've-got-to-be-fucking-kidding-me face.
There's no reason anymore for self-imposed tragedy charades.
I'm not patriotic and I'm not in love, so it doesn't matter.
Marmite. I'm addicted.
I like feeling sorry for myself.
People I know who used to like talking to me stare past me now.
I want to have my cake and eat it too.
I stare at strangers too much. It wouldn't be "too much" if I didn't also wonder what it feels like to be them right at that moment.
I mistake smiles given to me for so many things they aren't.
Lately when I talk people look at me with the you've-got-to-be-fucking-kidding-me face.
There's no reason anymore for self-imposed tragedy charades.
I'm not patriotic and I'm not in love, so it doesn't matter.
Marmite. I'm addicted.