the rain in spain falls mainly on the plane
as usual, i really have nothing profound to say. i am laying in bed at 8:48am listening to my crazy cat tear through the house on another energy spurt. i really hope that stops soon and he becomes the cute little lazy man sleeping on his mom's lap all the time. he's too independent for me.. but aren't they all.
i have officially become the annoyingly sad girl who's loneliness leaves her starving for attention. it sucks. i find myself becoming increasingly more embarrasing and overwhelming to others. i've dusted off all my old buried feelings for people and because at one time they used to make me happy, i'm looking to them to do it again. i can understand that i am just really annoying nowadays and its a not pretty picture. how did i get to this point. things are going so well for me here..
my life is just a shitty series of catch 22's. have the boyfriend around but everything else sucks.. OR.. have everything else be wonderful and the boyfriend is thousands of miles away.
i just keep bitching about the same things on here.. ugh.. this is why i don't update anymore.
i just wanna get back to that excitement and someone to share it with. before i drive everyone away with my nagging need to feel something from someone again.
ugh. i hate these depressing posts.
i have officially become the annoyingly sad girl who's loneliness leaves her starving for attention. it sucks. i find myself becoming increasingly more embarrasing and overwhelming to others. i've dusted off all my old buried feelings for people and because at one time they used to make me happy, i'm looking to them to do it again. i can understand that i am just really annoying nowadays and its a not pretty picture. how did i get to this point. things are going so well for me here..
my life is just a shitty series of catch 22's. have the boyfriend around but everything else sucks.. OR.. have everything else be wonderful and the boyfriend is thousands of miles away.
i just keep bitching about the same things on here.. ugh.. this is why i don't update anymore.
i just wanna get back to that excitement and someone to share it with. before i drive everyone away with my nagging need to feel something from someone again.
ugh. i hate these depressing posts.