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So I'm going to business college now.
I don't know if I want to do this.
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know oh gosh is this really the right thing to be doing?
Week before last my coworker left the little sandwich shop-thing and I got pretty upset because I hate it and she was the only thing that made it bearable and I felt not just a little trapped there. So my parents suggest Passmores (i.e. the buisness college), we got a interview the next day and I confirmed my attendance the day after.
Now, don't get me wrong -the people there seem fantastic, and apparently I impressed the principal, and for the most part it seems like it will be...enjoyable, I guess? (I'll be doing the management/marketing/media/communications course) But. We've been getting all the clothes for the dress code, and everyone's acting like I'm going to end up in an office job.
Just.
Corporate.
So corporate.
I think I'd rather die than work in an office.
And for a depressive, that's...probably not a good thing? Hmmm. I feel as though I'm going from one nightmare (food service) to another (office work).
All I can think is use this to get either a job in journalism (since that is one of the thing covered in my course) or management in a charity organization of some sort. One way or another, I'm going to end up with a job, since they have a nearly 100% recruitment rate there, and follow the progress of their students once they leave. On top of that, if I do go through this the whole way (or even part-way) there's the small matter of the $14,000 it will be costing my parents. Guilt, much?
Dammit, I dunno. Don't. Know. I don't want to be stuck in some office job :/
I don't know if I want to do this.
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know oh gosh is this really the right thing to be doing?
Week before last my coworker left the little sandwich shop-thing and I got pretty upset because I hate it and she was the only thing that made it bearable and I felt not just a little trapped there. So my parents suggest Passmores (i.e. the buisness college), we got a interview the next day and I confirmed my attendance the day after.
Now, don't get me wrong -the people there seem fantastic, and apparently I impressed the principal, and for the most part it seems like it will be...enjoyable, I guess? (I'll be doing the management/marketing/media/communications course) But. We've been getting all the clothes for the dress code, and everyone's acting like I'm going to end up in an office job.
Just.
Corporate.
So corporate.
I think I'd rather die than work in an office.
And for a depressive, that's...probably not a good thing? Hmmm. I feel as though I'm going from one nightmare (food service) to another (office work).
All I can think is use this to get either a job in journalism (since that is one of the thing covered in my course) or management in a charity organization of some sort. One way or another, I'm going to end up with a job, since they have a nearly 100% recruitment rate there, and follow the progress of their students once they leave. On top of that, if I do go through this the whole way (or even part-way) there's the small matter of the $14,000 it will be costing my parents. Guilt, much?
Dammit, I dunno. Don't. Know. I don't want to be stuck in some office job :/