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hmm, how to start this particular entry. I'm not really sure...what to say? I could say "it's been a crappy week", but that seems to happen a lot lately.
Monday night saw me get up at about 12am, make myself a cup of tea, and proceed to bawl my eyes out. I am not a happy bunny. I mean, yeah, I'm feeling a bit better now, but not...ok? It's official: I really hate my job. It's not a bad job, mind, but the monotony is finally getting to me. I've booked myself an appointment with my uni's career's hub in order to get my resume properly finished. But I've left it too long, and work is just gunna keep getting me down. Sooner I get somewhere new, the better.
Of course I'd quit, but I don't want to do that since it basically means I expect my parents to support me, which I don't want to do. In the meantime I've bumped my medication back up and just...IDk HNNNNG. Oh yeah, I have next to nothing ready done for SMASH. Panicking about that too but have no real ability to do anything about it right now. Balls.
So if you don't see me around even more than usual presently that's why. I have been really into Fallout 3 the past 2 weeks, which I bought for myself in an effort to make myself feel better (it only sort of worked). But hey! Planning a 3-year anniversary post to pknmcollectors on the 19th of this month (can you believe it's been 3 years?) sort a retrospective thing where I look over highlights of the past few years; like the epic prototype find. Hopefully I will make it interesting to read!
hmm, how to start this particular entry. I'm not really sure...what to say? I could say "it's been a crappy week", but that seems to happen a lot lately.
Monday night saw me get up at about 12am, make myself a cup of tea, and proceed to bawl my eyes out. I am not a happy bunny. I mean, yeah, I'm feeling a bit better now, but not...ok? It's official: I really hate my job. It's not a bad job, mind, but the monotony is finally getting to me. I've booked myself an appointment with my uni's career's hub in order to get my resume properly finished. But I've left it too long, and work is just gunna keep getting me down. Sooner I get somewhere new, the better.
Of course I'd quit, but I don't want to do that since it basically means I expect my parents to support me, which I don't want to do. In the meantime I've bumped my medication back up and just...IDk HNNNNG. Oh yeah, I have next to nothing ready done for SMASH. Panicking about that too but have no real ability to do anything about it right now. Balls.
So if you don't see me around even more than usual presently that's why. I have been really into Fallout 3 the past 2 weeks, which I bought for myself in an effort to make myself feel better (it only sort of worked). But hey! Planning a 3-year anniversary post to pknmcollectors on the 19th of this month (can you believe it's been 3 years?) sort a retrospective thing where I look over highlights of the past few years; like the epic prototype find. Hopefully I will make it interesting to read!