May 04, 2005 20:35
here, im oging to get mad at u all, so if u feel like u willget hurt, im sorry, and u shouldnt read this here goes
well, it turns out taht my dad blocked my computer from the internet. it wasnt chrater.. well it was, he had them block my comp. but i got around that. although it wont let me use aim. only email and webpages. so i can hardly use aim downstairs cause hes always on the computer. i hate it here.a nd i hate it that you all think im ok. im not. this all sucks. i hate my ife in this house and i want to leave. i dont know where, i just do. i do not feel safe in my house.a nd tahts not right. im scared at my house and thats not right. there is only one place that i do not feel safe at,and thats at kates house wit kates family. but the thing is, they are kates family. not mine. and i hate this. i want to leave so badly. but i cant.
im sorry but i wish ll of you wouldnt fuking think taht im ok, stop saying that life goes on and that i will get over all of it.
my dads cutting me off so i have to leave and end this early