Ok..

[rockermest]

First off, sarah, my number is 8812733. Second, for some reason my last entry was deleted and i dont know if my comments were posted or not. So, to the person I am thinking of... I really liked the line that was something like... "we can't stop being friends because the people we hang around with are different and it shouldt affect the very so often we see each other.." Well, friendships usually require ssome contact which ours doesnt.. and if i did, shit would go down because the different people you hang around with are lame and dont let things drop.. but thats my opinion. And i was also told that you wont hang around with me because you dont want a conflict which is even more lame because "friends" wouldnt do that shit. True we did go different ways.. but i think i went the better way... sorry. But the best part of this whole thing is that that comment about have fun at your party and that whole paragraph for the matter wasn't fucking pertaining to you. But hey.. you know me.. i could really give a fuck.
Anyway, I'm super tired and pissed because I'm sick and I have like 3 parties to go to other than mine. Work sucked and I am down to my last string... Whatever, tomorrow will be fun.. get to smoke a fucking cigarette for the first time in like 3 weeks. And its so well earned.
I'm out.. and please.. people.. when I write something dont assume it was about you.. cause more than likely it isnt.. the people who are on this site i dont really talk to.. its a form of expression for me, not a way for me to talk to my "friends". We usually do that in person. The only one I ever see is Leah.. and it might be better that way so it seems.
Today is my party. Woo Hoo. (least I get to drink :) )
Alissa