Tell me what you thought about...
Today was a rough day. Period.
First I woke up to people working in my house.. and for anyone who I've ever talked to or woke up around.. I'm not a great morning person. I tend to walk around the house in a blanket, fall asleep on things and just do whatever, all with my blanket... cause its my friend (unless people make it smell.. haha). So since there were people in my house I couldn't do what I normally like to do and I was forced to take a shower and get dressed. So then I went to a laundromat to wash the sleeping bags for camping. That was a trip. I am so thankful that I have a washer and dryer at home that I can use because these people are scary. And for reference, the sleeping bags don't fit in the washer and dryer we have downstairs so we are forced to go to a laundromat. And its scary. So anyway, then I come home, take the dog to the vet, do some random shit, and then go food shopping for camping. Now, I'm home and online. Just ordered new kickers though so I'm really happy. A pair of Nike and Vans. Good deal too so I'm pretty satisfied.
Today a good friend had to put her dog down. It was real hard for her because this is the first animal she has ever had to put down. Well, sadly it doesnt get much better. Four times now and I still cry for about 3 months. It's so hard to bring them to the place and then leave without them. I get so pissed when people don't go with there pets when they put them down. Like they will just go drop them off or something and then leave. Come on.. they are your best friend and you can't fucking go into the room with them when its their time. How fucking shallow can you get. You owe it to them, they love you with everything they have and when they truely need you, you arent there. Who cares about how your going to feel or if you dont think you have the strength to watch it.... you owe it to them.
I'm crying again.
I have come to the conclusion that I hate people.. in general of course.
Anyway, I have a busy schedule tomorrow... a parade, two graduation parties, franks birthday party out at the lake and I promise I'd spend some time with my guy Hal who just lost his brother. Another sad story that I'm not bringing up. My sympathy for you and your family Hal, we all love you.
I'm gonna go now, because I again am in a bad mood. This song sorta shows how I've been feeling lately. Tell me if you can figure it out, because I can't anymore...
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Goodnight.
First I woke up to people working in my house.. and for anyone who I've ever talked to or woke up around.. I'm not a great morning person. I tend to walk around the house in a blanket, fall asleep on things and just do whatever, all with my blanket... cause its my friend (unless people make it smell.. haha). So since there were people in my house I couldn't do what I normally like to do and I was forced to take a shower and get dressed. So then I went to a laundromat to wash the sleeping bags for camping. That was a trip. I am so thankful that I have a washer and dryer at home that I can use because these people are scary. And for reference, the sleeping bags don't fit in the washer and dryer we have downstairs so we are forced to go to a laundromat. And its scary. So anyway, then I come home, take the dog to the vet, do some random shit, and then go food shopping for camping. Now, I'm home and online. Just ordered new kickers though so I'm really happy. A pair of Nike and Vans. Good deal too so I'm pretty satisfied.
Today a good friend had to put her dog down. It was real hard for her because this is the first animal she has ever had to put down. Well, sadly it doesnt get much better. Four times now and I still cry for about 3 months. It's so hard to bring them to the place and then leave without them. I get so pissed when people don't go with there pets when they put them down. Like they will just go drop them off or something and then leave. Come on.. they are your best friend and you can't fucking go into the room with them when its their time. How fucking shallow can you get. You owe it to them, they love you with everything they have and when they truely need you, you arent there. Who cares about how your going to feel or if you dont think you have the strength to watch it.... you owe it to them.
I'm crying again.
I have come to the conclusion that I hate people.. in general of course.
Anyway, I have a busy schedule tomorrow... a parade, two graduation parties, franks birthday party out at the lake and I promise I'd spend some time with my guy Hal who just lost his brother. Another sad story that I'm not bringing up. My sympathy for you and your family Hal, we all love you.
I'm gonna go now, because I again am in a bad mood. This song sorta shows how I've been feeling lately. Tell me if you can figure it out, because I can't anymore...
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Goodnight.