Your Last Night

[rockerjess1120]

I let you in,
Against my better judgment.
And now Im broken and bitter,
Like i always am when im stabbed in the heart.
At least you had the decency to hurt me to my face.
Do you know what youre doing?
The pain youve caused me?
I promised myself i wouldnt fall for you,
That i wouldnt let you in.
But you were a force stronger than anything ive ever dealt with.

Yet i realized i have two choices;
Keep my emotions bottled up and stay angry,
Or let it all go and let the pieces fall as they may.
It was your last night,
And deep down I didnt want us to end
On sour terms.
I hate putting my guard up and acting like you dont matter,
Because you do.
As you lay beside me,
The ice melted away.
My eyes were warm and loving,
Because you showed compassion toward me.
Your smile showed that everything was going to be okay.
I love how you say so much without saying a word.
You let me back in to your life,
And you were in mine.
Our night ended too early,
But deep down I want to believe that something would have happened.
I knew I shouldnt even have these thoughts,
But you are always on my mind.
And you will continue to be,
Because im not ready to give up.
Not on you,
Not on me,
Not on us.