i wanted to update

Oct 16, 2009 11:56

I really don't like that for the week leading up to my period, I feel off and then while I'm on my period, I feel off. That's almost two weeks of crap out of my month. And don't get me wrong, when I'm in a worse mental place, this time can feel like hell and now it only feels like the gates of hell. But I don't want to have to have scheduled sadness/restlessness/panic every month.

Speaking of my period, I've lost my Diva Cup and now I need another one. I was hoping to hold on to that for years and years and years and I only had it for what? 3? I've looked everywhere and it's gone.

Yesterday, Allen and I took Dexy to the vet because she had a very sudden tumor growing near her left arm. And though I thought we were just going to keep an eye on her, after we found out the cost of surgery we decided to go for it. I love that Allen feels like I do about the ratties. We both want to save her and we're both ready to give up money we really, really don't have. Especially him because I'm taken care of rent-free, board-free, bill-free over here.


I bought the Iris Accents eyeliner from the MAC holiday collection. And then I was supposed to go shopping a little with Kim today but given that I'm cup-less and have no money (that wasn't going to stop me), I think I might try to reschedule with her.

womyn issues, inside my head, rats, allen, materialism

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