the times
as every yr goes by i sit and wonder y
wat i did was wrong and wat i did was right
never nowing wat path im taking
it my b-day tomorrow and
i feel like i have no future
moms pissed off to the max with me and it hurts that church comes before me it hurts alot 2 no that my own mother wont cancel sommin with church to celbrate her 1st daugthers b-day its like a stab in the back and w.e. i shouldnt be stressin but so much shit goes through my head and the only good thing now is roger we spent the hole day together going to the pool hanging with the family and then my grams let me go out with him to the movies and we saw wedding crashers the movie was sssoooo funny so yeah but the only is that i cant stand the fact that i cant tlk 2 him the way i can tlk 2 others and it sucks but w.e. hes all like happy birthday gaby and tqm i was like tqm 2 and thanxs we were alone and he wasent looking anywhere else but at me into my eyes not my body im surprised by that and i grams loves him and so does dad and the rest of the family so thats a good thing hes been excepted and passed the hole test go him so yeah but mom is so tired its sadcause shes so stressed out its horrible and it suxs cause then i cant have my mommy back shes all on my ass like every1 is and it suxs and now agula this mom at church is tlking shit about me to the pastora and w.e. this pisses me off people shouldnt tlk about crap they dont no about arghhhh its been a crappy b-day so far and yeah but the only thing that made it good was spending the hole day with roger and being with him and just being able to be alone and hang out with him ya no its diffrent with him i dunno wat it is but yeah and mom likes him so hes been checked off but mom...i love her and i would die for her but mom is on my case all the time and shes been so aggravated with me and angry all the time i havent seen her have a real smile in such a long time that its scary tomorrows church so il gat 2 go and ill c how tomorrow goes and c if my real bday is going to be good without anyfighting this would surprise me if we didnt fight ok i g2g nighty night
"a dream is a wish ur heart makes wen ur fast asleep no matter wat ur heart is dreaming if u keep on beleving a dream is a wish come true."
love gabs
wat i did was wrong and wat i did was right
never nowing wat path im taking
it my b-day tomorrow and
i feel like i have no future
moms pissed off to the max with me and it hurts that church comes before me it hurts alot 2 no that my own mother wont cancel sommin with church to celbrate her 1st daugthers b-day its like a stab in the back and w.e. i shouldnt be stressin but so much shit goes through my head and the only good thing now is roger we spent the hole day together going to the pool hanging with the family and then my grams let me go out with him to the movies and we saw wedding crashers the movie was sssoooo funny so yeah but the only is that i cant stand the fact that i cant tlk 2 him the way i can tlk 2 others and it sucks but w.e. hes all like happy birthday gaby and tqm i was like tqm 2 and thanxs we were alone and he wasent looking anywhere else but at me into my eyes not my body im surprised by that and i grams loves him and so does dad and the rest of the family so thats a good thing hes been excepted and passed the hole test go him so yeah but mom is so tired its sadcause shes so stressed out its horrible and it suxs cause then i cant have my mommy back shes all on my ass like every1 is and it suxs and now agula this mom at church is tlking shit about me to the pastora and w.e. this pisses me off people shouldnt tlk about crap they dont no about arghhhh its been a crappy b-day so far and yeah but the only thing that made it good was spending the hole day with roger and being with him and just being able to be alone and hang out with him ya no its diffrent with him i dunno wat it is but yeah and mom likes him so hes been checked off but mom...i love her and i would die for her but mom is on my case all the time and shes been so aggravated with me and angry all the time i havent seen her have a real smile in such a long time that its scary tomorrows church so il gat 2 go and ill c how tomorrow goes and c if my real bday is going to be good without anyfighting this would surprise me if we didnt fight ok i g2g nighty night
"a dream is a wish ur heart makes wen ur fast asleep no matter wat ur heart is dreaming if u keep on beleving a dream is a wish come true."
love gabs