4:52-No Sleep
I told myself at 4am I was allowed an update: I'm going to go ahead and say sorry for this being cracked out :)
first off: i'm listening to pandora.com(which i still can't get over how great that site is) Anyways, I was jamming out and such and finally feeling on a role with this paper and then there's this song that comes on that literally repeats this phrase 100 times "here comes your 19th nervous breakdown" not helping..haha.
So I am pulling an all nighter to finish a mediation paper and I think I'm making this paper much harder than its supposed to be. Let's just hope I get a good payoff. It's still mostly quotes but at least I know what I want to say and have a basic structure. Worse comes to worse I can bullshit from there.
I'm working oddly well here in Bauman... but I might go join Mandy soon, she too is pulling an all nighter and its always better to go through these not so fun nights with someone you love...of course its now 5am..hmm
I've been a big moody this week, just been weighed down with a lot of life stuff, its good because i'm still handling it a lot better than i would have even at this time last year, so there's that.
In other news:
-My family is coming up this weekend! YAY! I miss them and they love to come up here so yeah it'll be an adventure. We're going to see the opera(which i am uber excited about) and just hang out and such. So yeah, should be good times.
-Rest of the semester=hell. I love my classes but i swear my teachers are trying to make me hate school. So much work..can't process it all...argh.
-Besides a stressful workload, life is pretty much amazing...i'm constantly trying to stay mindful of this and work towards letting go and enjoying it...i'm getting there. It's silly I'm so scared of being amazingly happy..But yeah, Life is Beautiful
I don't know what it is, but I feel oddly good about this paper even though I have pages left and its due in 5 hours...hmm strange but awesome
hope everyone is well
xoxo
MN
first off: i'm listening to pandora.com(which i still can't get over how great that site is) Anyways, I was jamming out and such and finally feeling on a role with this paper and then there's this song that comes on that literally repeats this phrase 100 times "here comes your 19th nervous breakdown" not helping..haha.
So I am pulling an all nighter to finish a mediation paper and I think I'm making this paper much harder than its supposed to be. Let's just hope I get a good payoff. It's still mostly quotes but at least I know what I want to say and have a basic structure. Worse comes to worse I can bullshit from there.
I'm working oddly well here in Bauman... but I might go join Mandy soon, she too is pulling an all nighter and its always better to go through these not so fun nights with someone you love...of course its now 5am..hmm
I've been a big moody this week, just been weighed down with a lot of life stuff, its good because i'm still handling it a lot better than i would have even at this time last year, so there's that.
In other news:
-My family is coming up this weekend! YAY! I miss them and they love to come up here so yeah it'll be an adventure. We're going to see the opera(which i am uber excited about) and just hang out and such. So yeah, should be good times.
-Rest of the semester=hell. I love my classes but i swear my teachers are trying to make me hate school. So much work..can't process it all...argh.
-Besides a stressful workload, life is pretty much amazing...i'm constantly trying to stay mindful of this and work towards letting go and enjoying it...i'm getting there. It's silly I'm so scared of being amazingly happy..But yeah, Life is Beautiful
I don't know what it is, but I feel oddly good about this paper even though I have pages left and its due in 5 hours...hmm strange but awesome
hope everyone is well
xoxo
MN