ani euphoria/update
So first off Ani was AMAZING, best show yet she was gorgeous and in such a good mood and played so many songs i love and great new ones(the new album is gonna rock) and we were right in the front she looked at us...it was awesome
...and *I got the setlist* after tragedy surronded my other attempts, fate(and the nice stage tech micheal) gave me ani's handwritten setlist
i went a little crazy after i got it, jumping around and screaming fuck yeah! but megan was amused and she's the only person that knows me so oh well..haha
also todd sickafoose the bassist is in love with me, this concert confirms it...i will invite you all to our wedding
It's been really nice to be here in Columbus with my lovely wife and her family, they're too fun.
I also needed to get away and clear my head a bit i think, i've felt a little too in my own head lately if that makes any sense? i just really need to break this cycle of being so negative and realize that i control my own happiness and to stop being so afriad of that.
I guess i've been feeling a lot of pressure to "figure out" what i want in a variety of aspects and I should just be okay with not knowing, i've heard that route is more fun anyways
So yeah besides personal crap I have been babysitting and going to school with is okay..i have my wonderful hetero life mate jenny in my science class which is making it much easier, and next semester i will be glad i went ahead and took my lab science in 5 weeks..until then though..the jury is still out
I hope everyone is well and I will leave you with this wonderful song I heard last night that has really stuck with me for one reason or another :) I'll post pictures next time! Much Love!!
when the joy had left your body and you were locked into your own pulse you used to love to sit by the water and watch it lapping on the rocks and every time you put your feet in you cry out and you pray but its all downhill from here, baby so naturally, i can't stay first you roll your eyes to heaven say you've never had love so divine but it will go from more than ever to not enough in no time you will push and you will push until you push me away i hear you cry out for your water i know you'll curse it someday i guess for me there's been few who've walked up smiling and drawn a line between so far and from now on yes a big glowing life time and i've been disappointed i've been heart-broken i too have loved from afar but we are 78% water even our pumping hearts