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i finally got my GED test results back & now, i wish that they had never sent them to me in the first place. because i failed the fucking test by 50 fucking points. i can't fucking belive it. when i saw i only failed math, i burst out crying. i felt(& still feel)like a failure. especially since my mom & her husband were putting so much pressure on me to pass it. i just hope when my mom was done comforting me, she didn't go downstairs & tell her husband i failed. i don't think she did though because he hasn't come to me & tried to chew my ass out so all is well till that happens. lol.
on another note, my boo jenelle is in the hospital for the second time in about a week. she's got a bad infection, low calcium & magnesium. i am supposed to be going to see her tonight at the hospital in richmond if(& that's a big if)my mom gets here in time. visiting hours are over at 10pm. jenelle said that if i get there before 10pm, i can stay for as long as i want. yay! after a year of being away from her, it will be good to just be held by her. she treated me wrong but i've since forgiven her because like i said before, it was over a year ago since we broke up so why should i still be mad at her? we're not officially dating right now. we're just in the slow phase. i love taking it slow because it gives me a chance to just breathe & relax and not feel so pressured by my head. lol.
omg you guys! last tuesday, my mom went to her baby doctor & she got to do another sonogram & this time, munchkin actually was facing the right way so you could see her head!! & let me tell you, when my mom brought home the paper version of it, munchkin looked sooo cute! lol. she's big for my mom only being 7months pregnant. munchkin is a full 5lbs! i was talking to my mom's stomach & i was like, 'munchkin, as soon as you are 6 months old, i am gonna take you to weight watchers & we are gonna shed all of your baby fat in two weeks'. she just turned in my mom's stomach. lol.
welps, i'm off to wait for my mom to get home so i can go see my boo! leave notes!
xoxo;;
on another note, my boo jenelle is in the hospital for the second time in about a week. she's got a bad infection, low calcium & magnesium. i am supposed to be going to see her tonight at the hospital in richmond if(& that's a big if)my mom gets here in time. visiting hours are over at 10pm. jenelle said that if i get there before 10pm, i can stay for as long as i want. yay! after a year of being away from her, it will be good to just be held by her. she treated me wrong but i've since forgiven her because like i said before, it was over a year ago since we broke up so why should i still be mad at her? we're not officially dating right now. we're just in the slow phase. i love taking it slow because it gives me a chance to just breathe & relax and not feel so pressured by my head. lol.
omg you guys! last tuesday, my mom went to her baby doctor & she got to do another sonogram & this time, munchkin actually was facing the right way so you could see her head!! & let me tell you, when my mom brought home the paper version of it, munchkin looked sooo cute! lol. she's big for my mom only being 7months pregnant. munchkin is a full 5lbs! i was talking to my mom's stomach & i was like, 'munchkin, as soon as you are 6 months old, i am gonna take you to weight watchers & we are gonna shed all of your baby fat in two weeks'. she just turned in my mom's stomach. lol.
welps, i'm off to wait for my mom to get home so i can go see my boo! leave notes!
xoxo;;