im really pissed off right now. on tuesday, my day was going awesome(cause the law & order:special victims unit & law & order:trial by jury crossover event was that night)till kristen gets mad at what im telling sarah about how kristen pisses me off sometimes. so, kristen calls me up & also 3-ways in her ex, katie & tells katie 'happy two month anniversary' while im on the phone. what kinda move is that to pull? fucked up shit if you ask me. kristen called me today and i cussed her ass out. she expected me, cause of the shit i told sarah, to forgive her shit. fuck no, bitch. i am so cold right now. work is fucking stressful right now. god. it's like, i went through two weeks of training & now, that i've gotten to do some actual work, it's like i freeze up. wtf? i need a fucking vacation or something ... :'(
fyi - lenny from shark tale is just like me. lol. & 9 more days till my sarah mclachlan concert!! >.<
- 5.5.05(update)
last night, shortly after i wrote this entry, kristen calls me & i basically just cuss her out & hang up. she calls me back saying shit like 'you should forgive & forget because of the stuff you told sarah i said about her' ... wtf? not gonna happen because you can't even compare the two. she was like 'well ... katie lives like a day and a half train's ride away from me and you live closer' & 'you did something to me & i was pissed so i got you back. i was so pissed at her & now, i'm just so fucking confused about the whole damn thing. if you read this part aswell, please give me some suggestions as to what to do cause i'm fucking lost. grrr.