Jul 16, 2005 10:57
Okay so only one of you admitted that you read my updates ........Thanks asian-ness.
A couple months ago my ex called me unwordable. If it had came from somebody I had not made out with I probably wouldv'e thought nothing of it. But then it started eating at me. “What does he mean by that?” “Is it meant to be a dis or a compliment?” “Does everybody feel that way?” So I asked my best friend and she said that it's hard to think of one word to describe me. Again I was lost.
But then I asked my cousin Amber. And she wrote me back. I don't know...It makes me feel all warm and gooey inside. Maybe it's just the coffee.
Dear Nicolee,
I have searched every word that is in my mind and dictionary and there is no one word that describes you perfectly.
You are distasteful yet charming, weak yet strong, mean yet kind, rebellious yet faithful, evil yet good, ugly yet beautiful, stupid yet wise, and so on.
It is not that you are wordless; it is that you cannot be described by just one word. This in my mind this is the best possible thing, so that at your end you will not be remembered as just a word: beautiful, strong, loving, or cruel; but you will be remembered as you truly are more then just a word. It is better this for over time people tend to make you into that one word and as to often the case maybe people forget words and remember only how people seemed to be. So you are greater than one word, you deserve many to up hold your memory.
But if you must have your word it would be human or woman with all that they apply.
Now with that said people cannot go against me for I am the all seeing, all knowing Amber and no one dares go against me.
Love your best cousin,
Amber
I feel I must quote Eminem: NO matter how many fish in the sea It'll be so empty without me. na na na na na.