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ERRR OMG! Ok i was screwing around with this dude from puerto rico that came to visit his family in worceter...and his stepbrother is my cousins BF so since she knew i liked rock she introduced us (since hes a rocker too)...and we really hit it off..he made me feel so special and i loved being around him..and ya we would kiss and make out...but theres a problem...i have a bf who LIVES in puerto rico..oops! So Saul (the dude my cousin introduced me to)was always tellin me that if i ever talk to another guy or flirt with another guy he wouldnt say anything he would just pack his things and go back to puerto rico!
So 3 weeks ago i went to Puerto Rico with my mom to visit my family (and knowing i would see my REAL BF, whose name is Luis) So i promised Saul that i would call...a week went by and i was with Luis like everyday and wa unable to call Saul because where i was stayin they didnt have a phone....So when i finally went somewhere that had a phone i called Saul.....and wow he was so pissed! Hes like "oh your over there cheating on me, i dont trust you" even tho i already had a bf b4 him....so i told him id let him cool down and id call in a few days.....another week went by and i couldnt call him....and i was having an awesome time with my real bf....did a few naughty things haha...and Before i left to PR i told Saul DONT YOU DARE LEAVE WHILE IM GONE..ILL BE SO PISSED IF YOU DONT SAY BYE! so the day i was leaving back to worcester i called my sister and she told me that saul left to puerto rico!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK! i know im the stupid one having 2 BFs but the thing is i wasnt sure if i wanted to be with Luis cuz he lived too far away (even tho i had really deep fellings for him, he was always tellin me he loved me) so when i met Saul who would also tell me he loved and really cared for me....and did i mention he was really cute! lol but neways so he left and when in got back from PR i was gonna dump Luis for Saul..but he left and hasnt called me since....Im still with Luis and i really do love him..but today for some reason i cant stop thinkin Saul. i was lookin at some pics of us together and started cryin...but i gotta stop cuz i know deep in my heart that i love Luis....and hes always tellin me he wants me to be his only one..wants to have a "future" with me so ya ill stay with him...and hes moving to Worcester this july so well see how it goes...I JUST REALLY MISS SAUL!!!...im so confused!
So 3 weeks ago i went to Puerto Rico with my mom to visit my family (and knowing i would see my REAL BF, whose name is Luis) So i promised Saul that i would call...a week went by and i was with Luis like everyday and wa unable to call Saul because where i was stayin they didnt have a phone....So when i finally went somewhere that had a phone i called Saul.....and wow he was so pissed! Hes like "oh your over there cheating on me, i dont trust you" even tho i already had a bf b4 him....so i told him id let him cool down and id call in a few days.....another week went by and i couldnt call him....and i was having an awesome time with my real bf....did a few naughty things haha...and Before i left to PR i told Saul DONT YOU DARE LEAVE WHILE IM GONE..ILL BE SO PISSED IF YOU DONT SAY BYE! so the day i was leaving back to worcester i called my sister and she told me that saul left to puerto rico!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK! i know im the stupid one having 2 BFs but the thing is i wasnt sure if i wanted to be with Luis cuz he lived too far away (even tho i had really deep fellings for him, he was always tellin me he loved me) so when i met Saul who would also tell me he loved and really cared for me....and did i mention he was really cute! lol but neways so he left and when in got back from PR i was gonna dump Luis for Saul..but he left and hasnt called me since....Im still with Luis and i really do love him..but today for some reason i cant stop thinkin Saul. i was lookin at some pics of us together and started cryin...but i gotta stop cuz i know deep in my heart that i love Luis....and hes always tellin me he wants me to be his only one..wants to have a "future" with me so ya ill stay with him...and hes moving to Worcester this july so well see how it goes...I JUST REALLY MISS SAUL!!!...im so confused!