Woe.....
I feel soooooooooooo bad rite now! Last night i was talking to my BF till like 4:30 AM and i found something out that just made my jaw drop! He admitted to me that B4 me he wasnt a virgin! that he had sex with his ex girl 2 years ago, but he didnt feel anything for her he was just doing it to see what it was like, that she was ugly and he didnt even know why he was with her....but it still made me feel llike shit...and he said that he still (or did) considers himself a virgin because he didnt put in all the way, that he was hard or anything so just his head went in, and that it lasted for like 5 min. bcuz his dad came home so they hurried to put on their clothes........but i still feel like shit!!!!just thinking he was with someone else drives me crazy! He promised me he was a virgin b4 we did anythign bcuz he knew i was one and i wanted my first time to be with a virgin. UGH IT JUST BOTHERS ME THAT HE LIED TO ME FOR 10 MONTHS!!! but fuck it..what can i do!?!?
Anyways on a happier note (for Jess) im not moving to Florida!my mom doesnt want to bcuz of my dad...and even tho i wanted to go to be with my BF im happy we are staying! i get to stay with my bestest friend ever!!!!and that makes me happy!
Anyways on a happier note (for Jess) im not moving to Florida!my mom doesnt want to bcuz of my dad...and even tho i wanted to go to be with my BF im happy we are staying! i get to stay with my bestest friend ever!!!!and that makes me happy!