Makulay ang Buhay
Name: stephanie
Date: 11/28/2008
Colorgenics Number: 12347560
You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements (passive aggressive nga. galing.), of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.
You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing (so NOT TRUE!). You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with. (hehe. guilty. i'm spoiled.)
Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to [be] involved with a particular person or a particular situation but you are holding back (OMG, yes. seriously.) . You find it difficult to make a decision. (goodness, who is this ColorGenics person?! wtf, how the hell did he KNOW?!)
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show (hehe. i'm sorry. guilty again. have to start exercising FOR REAL tom.) . It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely (hindi naman ah... I have friends. this result makes me sound so pathetic.), often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd (ang haba ng sentence haha pero... crap. yes to the individuality: so true. pero yun next sentence...ewan ko. i'd like to think not. pero siguro totoo. kasi first of all, yun nga, don't wanna be like everyone else. i didn't want to also do this test. several people already did. but I did. mainly because i'm curious but maybe there's an unrealized desire in my subconscious or something. I didn't want to read Twilight because everyone is doing so. But I did. I had nothing else [light] to read and my friend got me really curious. That was my main reason. But maybe there's something else. I have got to go see a psychiatrist.). Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
Napansin ko lang, this test result (and all the others I've read) kind of focuses on the negative things in one's situation. Emotional strike? Like to "emo" songs, people respond better to things that air the same grievances they have. Everybody likes to think that nobody understands them or what they're going through. This gives them an excuse to be emo. Lol. Or claim to be unique. This test appears to really "get" the test-taker, screw-ups, issues, and all. That's why at first it looks almost psychic. Because we think that nobody, even our closest friends, could possibly know exactly what inner turmoil we're experiencing, let alone a generic test found online. But it comes close. That's why it seems amazing. I did. "Part of the herd" nga daw eh! Hahaha. Shet. I'm such a loser.