Just to set the record straight....

[rocker_gurl18]

K-So apparently even when I dont talk to people...I'm still saying stuff. Hmmm..that's funny. So let's just get this all straigtened out shall we?? And....just to get another thing clear becuase this can always be a little...unclear. YES...this is about who you think it is. In my l/j...2 entries ago...I was not talking about you guys. I just

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[toughenchilada]

I feel kind of alienated. It's really hard to try to be friends with someone when everytime they are pissed off they shut you out. I do take it personally that when somethings wrong you cant come to me to talk about it because when I am feeling misrable you are one of the first people I go to to tell or to get advice from. It makes me feel like I am not the friend that I try to be to you when I get shut out all the time and the way you shut people out isn't the most discreate. Ussually the attitude you present effects those around you. It effects me.

[rocker_gurl18]

There's only been a couple of times when I have shut you out and you should know that by now...if I do that, I'm upset enough that I dont want to talk about it..alteast not right away. And lately, I've been feeling really left out with you and other people. I didnt come talk to you about things becuase I didnt feel like I could at the time...or lately really for that matter. I understand that the way I act towards people affects them but talk to me about it instead...dont just be mad at me. I know how I can be but if someone wants to come talk to me out of concern or to figure things out, I'm not going to bite their heads off...I might be a little distant about it but I'll tell them. And also, you say that I'm one of the first people you tell things but alot of the times, I feel like you dont trust me becuase you'll bring somethnig up and then be like "oh I cant tell you" and it makes me feel like shit. I realize that some things are other people's business and I respect that but just dont' bring it up if you cant tell me....it

[__deaddisco]

I'm not mad at you, I just don't think it should affect you at all. And if it doesn't, then fine, nevermind. Most of the people that think you're mad at them right now think that because you do act like you're mad at them. I understand how if you're mad about something you're gonna look mad, but if you never clear it up people are going to assume stuff. At least with us, we both exaggerate the other persons actions and assume stuff too much. I don't know whats going on with you right now, but its not really very easy to understand if you never let anyone know. I get that we're not that great of friends cuz you don't ever really let me know stuff, and thats fine, but you're not talking to your best friends they could take offense and having those people pushed away in the end is just going to pile up on top of whatever else you have going on.

But I dunno. Hope the break helps clear stuff up for you... See ya in a week.