Sep 13, 2005 03:17
i cant sleep at all i just toss and turn thinking about him and how worthless i am....and cry....i love him so much i cant describe it.....and i want him back more then i have ever wanted anything in my life...i hope hes happy atleast...thats all i want is for him to be happy no matter how i feel...because i'll just love him more :( .........well imma go try to fall asleep for atleast 2 hours....