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so, last few days have been blah-ish. just fine. started talkin to my peoplez from down state more n moved on past my emoness state of mindset. i could care less now because i know that there is always going to be a reason to move on farther. even if he doesnt like me i know that eventually someone else will....and if not then i'll still continue to be myself just to make myself happy. because frankly i am very tired of being a depressed emo person.
he might hang out with me still.....as a friend. if not i guess that would be his choice again....not gonna stress it. altho i can say i do miss being 2nd on his top 8 a lot.
but on the otherhand i started talkin to my boi brian more often and hes getting better at it atleast.
and my moms supposed to be trying to get the wayne high course guide mailed to us or sumthin so i can start lookin at the classes for next year. we will be move'n middle of the summer i think. YAY!
for spring break i will be there and maybe a lil of it in chicago. hope i can hang out with as many ppl as possible with out my family killing me. lol.
out of em all i think HE is the one id like to hang out with the most. but i bet hed rather hang out wtih HER the replacement of me.
anyways, im still not feeling too well. so i am going to bed now.
he might hang out with me still.....as a friend. if not i guess that would be his choice again....not gonna stress it. altho i can say i do miss being 2nd on his top 8 a lot.
but on the otherhand i started talkin to my boi brian more often and hes getting better at it atleast.
and my moms supposed to be trying to get the wayne high course guide mailed to us or sumthin so i can start lookin at the classes for next year. we will be move'n middle of the summer i think. YAY!
for spring break i will be there and maybe a lil of it in chicago. hope i can hang out with as many ppl as possible with out my family killing me. lol.
out of em all i think HE is the one id like to hang out with the most. but i bet hed rather hang out wtih HER the replacement of me.
anyways, im still not feeling too well. so i am going to bed now.