Jan 15, 2007 12:09
So i scared tony last night...
i've been feeling very scared lately... lonely [nothing having to do with tony]
and last night i just couldnt fall asleep.
i've been feeling sooooo far from God... but i dont mean it in the i think im off the road far from God.
Like i dont feel HIM close.
I weirded Tony out with my odd questions last night.... i just needed to feel soothed... but i guess i freaked tony out that he didnt know how to take it so he just started questioning me lol and kind of lecturing me... meh... i dont really expect him to understand me... his views on religion and God are very opposite to mine.
All i'm saying is that i want to feel protected i want to feel my angels surrounding me... i want to feel peace.
Your heart I seek to find
With Your hands You fashioned mine
Let me be used by you to carry out the truth
To the ends of the earth
'Til everyone's heard
My mended heart will share Your words
I will tell the world that You are God
I will run
I will fly
I will live to be a sacrifice
Through it all I'll rise above
Unafraid I will face what comes
I will run
I will fly
And for my faith I will live & die
I'll be strong - I will press on
For the sake of Your beautiful name
Your beautiful name
Should all life cease to grow
Should chaos take control
The only hope we know is You will save us
It's worth the cost to take up my cross
As You take back what's been lost
Until all who doubt know
You are God
I'm not captive anymore
I'm gonna soar to a new placce
Take on a new pace
I know what my life is for
P.S. my bosses are such pricks... i feel discriminated and i feel that they are taking advantage
of me and my co- worker.
P.S.S. my room is finally painted! thanx to Rubang and Joel who helped tony and me out A LOT!
and to Joel for building my bed =]