This is me!

Apr 29, 2004 02:07

Ok...so I am totally having...and have been having for almost a week....a revelation. It's totally amazing too...because I have figured so much out about myself. I am still having my "craziness" going on...however I have realized that I am happy. I was thinking about how I was in high school and its completely different than I am now. I also think that it is for the better. In high school I was shy and I tried to be who everyone wanted me to be....this is what I was telling Katy and Sunshine tonight during my revelation...I think that since I met them...at ISU...along with Bethany and Sosking...and Kim (don't wanna leave ya out girlie...even though you came around lata)...I totally..became myself...I am so much more outgoing and I think I found myself...I'm goofy, fun, and up for anything....and people seem to like that..as I have been seeing recently...I love who I am and I wouldn't be anyone else for the world...I love my friends and finally I have self confidence and genuinely love my life and everyone in it. I know you may be thinking...what brought on this sudden love for everything?....absolutely nothing....I just woke up the other day and realized..."I'm great, my friends are great, my family is great"...and anyone that doesn't see that..TOO BAD.. I just wanna let everyone who is important to me know that I love 'em and I think about them every day and ya know what be who ya are cuz...dammit I love it!...HAHa I'm such a dork...but ya know what?..I don't care cuz its all good...hehe...
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