Sep 13, 2008 00:32
Football season always brings out the anxiety in me. But it's so beautiful. I dislike having to wear long sleeves now. Summertime makes me way happy, and football is a good buffer between leaving the autonomous summer and heading back into schedules, cold, and mundane.
Sometimes I fancy myself more artistic, better looking, stronger, or detached than I actually am.
I miss you so much when I can't talk to you. Perhaps that's why I'm in such a state at the moment. I don't want to envision you on tour right now. Let's keep that as far away from my thoughts as possible. I'm already sad that you live so far away. For someone to be so close to me emotionally, you are much too far away physically.