Apr 06, 2006 21:58
do you remember
when i wasn't stressed?
because i don't.
i reallyreally don't.
just i hate the top.
and the view down. i'm not a fan of the disorder and entropy(enthalpy?) that you can't control. i'd make a horrible boss. or leader. i'd yell [because i don't yell now] but i'd throw tantrums worthy of an 8-year-old when things didn't go my way.
i'm anal retentive
OH MAN.
just rambling on and on. i've completely gone insane. the first step is doing crazy things. the second step is not caring anymore.
um...i love it.
it