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I kinda just realized its impossible for me to trust guys. I want to, but I don't feel that im good enough for anyone...So I always doubt any good thing that comes my way. And id like to say thanks to my ex boyfriends who ruined it for all future potential..
I say stupid things out loud and I dont even mean to say them. I guess I just need to put myself out there and if i get hurt.. ill get through it.. ehhh i dunno whatever.
May starts a long year of weddings..Which means I need to start finding dates... Thats a hassle...Just another thing I need to worry about...
I freaked out about work yesterday...Apparently it was an anxiety attack... I thought it was a heart attack and I was dying. So then I decided to put my two weeks in. Random huh. That place isnt worth it. I would rather be unemployed then work there. Obviously ill have another job soon. Im just really picky...
I dont even know why I write in this..It seems like a good idea then I get bored....I give up
I say stupid things out loud and I dont even mean to say them. I guess I just need to put myself out there and if i get hurt.. ill get through it.. ehhh i dunno whatever.
May starts a long year of weddings..Which means I need to start finding dates... Thats a hassle...Just another thing I need to worry about...
I freaked out about work yesterday...Apparently it was an anxiety attack... I thought it was a heart attack and I was dying. So then I decided to put my two weeks in. Random huh. That place isnt worth it. I would rather be unemployed then work there. Obviously ill have another job soon. Im just really picky...
I dont even know why I write in this..It seems like a good idea then I get bored....I give up