EF!!!

Jun 22, 2010 02:48

Starting to hate the fact that the people I dislike seem to be everywhere I am…it’s a bit aggravating…

Is that why I game? Ok, probably not because I’m super nice when I game. haha. But I generally think that I am nice.

Hmm…makes me wonder…

Is it just weird that when you try to take someone out of your life completely, they never seem to go away? As hard as you try…opportunities to present themselves in your lives just seem to occur time and time again.

It’s those times where I say “FML” just because I don’t want to deal and it takes so much to deal rather than to just pretend they don’t exist in this world. The more I’m around people I tend to loathe life and them…

Yeah...if only I was mean enough to say stuff to their face...maybe I'd feel better? haha. Doubt it. It's not easy telling someone to NEVER speak to me again...unless ABSOLUTELY necessary...

I wonder if they understand that being around them puts me in a bad mood. Or actually taking a minute out of my life to realize that they’re still alive upsets me… haha. That sounds incredibly bad…

But I must remember, they don’t matter, so why care, right? Oh, if it were that easy in my head…but my head likes to complicate things sometimes.

I guess it’s just because some people really just won’t ever go away… EF!

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