my diffused fault
what does make a difference between this day & previous?at last,i've get rid of that ennoying & false feeling of fault.finally,i've found a true base to explain (to myself only) the reasons & the conclusions...though...no,any conclusion is a matter of future,and my future is framed with ''tommorow'',so i won't experience it.well,my design had been made,and my family are to...no,they must to put up with it.all my excuses has drawned into real facts,so the feeling of fault was unforgivably thrusted to me.harry was said to learn to laugh at all in the end of ''steppe wolf''.laughing...all the time i was considered as a rebelious one,& naw,when the time has come,did it all get me frightened?to tell the truth,yes,but i enjoy teraing through my fears & horrors.
do u hate me?ok,not so drastically:do i irritate u?hey,it's ok,it's nothing but u right,& my right is spit on everything i dislike & start (or sequel?) going my new-found path.
do u hate me?ok,not so drastically:do i irritate u?hey,it's ok,it's nothing but u right,& my right is spit on everything i dislike & start (or sequel?) going my new-found path.