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Apr 20, 2004 02:55

Dear glass of water,

It's about 3:00 in the morning. i'm really tired. the only thing is is that it's really hot in my room. well you're right there also is something bothering me too. well, i still have bad grades and if i continue on this path then i will have to go to summer school. this is so not cool. and you're right again i have other things on my mind as well. Well, today i have to give piece of paper to alexandra with my coudsin's number on it. you say this isn't a big deal but i'm not used to rejection. and if she rejects me it might just break me. i think there is something weird about her that we haven't found out yet. there's something that she is hiding from us. i know it. there has to be something. There is a reason that she is insecure and doesn't want to talk to anyone, well us. Justin and I have tried many times to talk to her but she still won't open up. there is a deep dark secret that she has and that's why she won't talk to us......i'd like to believe what i am saying is true. i wish it was. maybe then she'd actually notice us and talk to us. she probably thinks we're losers, like all the punks. well believe me, YOU'RE THE LOSER, ALEX. not us, but you. these damn ghetto ppl, they think they're so tough, but inside they're weak little mofo's. well prolly not gunna go to school tomorrow. but that was good to tell you anyway.
margarita flavored jelly belly,
~JiMbO~
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