Siting at the airport... Part 1
I wanted to come and see you this morning, just to see you and your infinate overwhelming beauty, but i wanted yesterdays ice cream goodbye to be the one that i left to. I died! I wanted to see you one last time, but i wouldnt of left... i would of stayed there, i would of screamed it from the treetops! Everyone would know how i feel about you. "me and you..... what a feeling!! Its brighter than sunshine!"(smile). Right now Im sitting at the airport wearing a pair of shorts and my gray army t-shirt......freezing my ass off. I dont want to leave, I want to see you, so much. I cant function without you being close.....The next 12 days are going to be the longest ever. I didnt sleep good last night at all. I kept shifting and turning, I listed to "low" over and over a million times and I would jst close my eyes and imagine you were there nxt to me. I just pictured us laying there at the beach...holding your hand. I miss and my heart aches because of it. I wish things were different and it didnt have to be like this, then it wouldnt have to be like this... we could be together. I miss you so incredibly much, i wish i wasnt leaving, I want so much just to loose myself in your eyes right now and i dont want to find my way out... im crazy about you and i dont want to stop it. Im sitting on the plane now, writing to ou on a paper notebook because I want to capture and share how i feel with you. Im sitting in a window seat which has always been my favorite. i have always like flying on planes. I like to look at people and wonder what they are thinking, and where their lives are going.
Its crazy how well "we" fit together. But I love how it feels. I love the feel of your warm skin against my lips.....magical.
The radio on this damn plane isnt my friend right now. Why cant I have my damn sad love songs. Instead I get country and crappy gospil. Im so not in the praise Jesus mood right now. Im in the "I'm broken cause I'm missing you", mood right now.
Fucking country music.
The plane is getting ready for take off and I see the flaps extending which means "lift off" any second now. Did i mention that i cant wait to see you again?? Cause MAN!....I want to hold you so close right now. Well now the plane is taxing, I found a pure moods station and that seems to be fitting to how i feel right now. My mind is on last mondays trip to the beach....perfect..just us...alone...together. I would so kiss you ever so softly, so that you could feel the passion that you have filled my life with.....Take off....the plane rockets into the air! Carissa, Im so crazy about you.
Its crazy how well "we" fit together. But I love how it feels. I love the feel of your warm skin against my lips.....magical.
The radio on this damn plane isnt my friend right now. Why cant I have my damn sad love songs. Instead I get country and crappy gospil. Im so not in the praise Jesus mood right now. Im in the "I'm broken cause I'm missing you", mood right now.
Fucking country music.
The plane is getting ready for take off and I see the flaps extending which means "lift off" any second now. Did i mention that i cant wait to see you again?? Cause MAN!....I want to hold you so close right now. Well now the plane is taxing, I found a pure moods station and that seems to be fitting to how i feel right now. My mind is on last mondays trip to the beach....perfect..just us...alone...together. I would so kiss you ever so softly, so that you could feel the passion that you have filled my life with.....Take off....the plane rockets into the air! Carissa, Im so crazy about you.