I wish.....
I wish I could be five again. I wish I really did know everything. I wish could be nicer to people. I wish I could understand chemistry. Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend. I wish he knew. I wish I had more time to spend with friends. I wish I could spend hours at home getting lost in elementary school memories. I wish “friends” never turned on each other. I wish life was easy. I wish I had more money - just enough to live comfortably. I wish the world was a better place to live. I wish I knew then what I knew now. I wish I would have skipped 5th hour today. I wish boys didn’t cause trouble between best friends. I wish only cuts and scrapes made me cry. I wish I knew the answer to the question “why?” Sometimes I wish I would have never met him, but maybe God had/has a plan. I wish I knew Gods plan.I wish I could act like nothing was up. I wish I could help you. I wish I could solve your problems. I wish I could solve my own. I wish I cared more. I wish I knew why the sky is blue. I wish I knew why the sun shines when I’m having a bad day. I wish I could be perfect. I wish people listened to me. I wish I could do the past 2 ½ months over again. I wish I could be braver. I wish he liked me. I wish he knew how he felt when I found out. I wish he was sorry, but I'm sure he’s not.