Losing All That I've Got

[rockangel91]

ya kno, i've been tryin to figure out a situation lately. its been rele hard. its like u wanna tell the truth on an occasion but u dont want the feedback. i hate it. its hard. its complicated cuz idk wat to do. i have had an 100% do it from one person and a 100% stupid idea from another person. honestly... what the hell should i do? i guess i jsut wont end up sayin anything. i feel like i'm holding back something tho... which obviously i am. its hard. but than again, if i tell the truth, i dont want all that bad feedback and stuff like that. i mite as well jsut keep my mouth shut. wats the point of sayin somthin that ur gonna regret? am i right? u tell me. IM me or talk to me cuz i SERIOUSLY need help in a situation. usually i go about makin my own decisions and not tellin many ppl cuz idk... i just dont want ppl knowin about my bad points in life.. but this one... this one is different. i mean, im actually goin to ppl for advice... weird, isnt it? for u who kno about the situation, i wrote a lil song at the bottom of this... u'll understnad it mayb. for u's who dont kno the situation, well u could just ask me and if i feel like tellin u, i will. ya kno, theres gotta b a reason for all this... wat'd ya wanna call it?... umm left out'edness... its like.. idk.. theres somthin wrong w/ me.. well i mean, ok i kno that but i guess im missing something... ooo jeez im soo screwed for life... HELP ME!
-katie

---- song :
good bye again,
so long my friend,
we wont meet up in the end,
soo good bye again...