Update.
Well.
I am fully single.
Lost some friends (some of them were fair-weather friends anyway. Ya know the ones who only want to talk/hang when they need something or have nothing better to do).
So technically i didn't lose anything. *Shrugs*
I've gotten tired of being stepped on.
I still work at KFC, im supposedly getting a good raise.
I think i deserve it after two years....
I've made some mistakes in my life, trying to own up to them is the problem.
I now have a dog named Toto and a kitten named Daisy.
They both live and my xs Happy's house.
Me and him have an ok relationship.
We are no longer "together" because he has done some things.
He knows good and well what i'm talking about.
And really, no one needs to know what they are besides us.
I am pretty positive i don't ever want kids.
And right now, i dont think i ever want marriage.
I've learned everyone keeps secrets from me and thinks it's ok.
So until i find a man who is sweet, caring, makes our relationship his top priority, and doesn't let every word that drips out of his mouth be a lie, i'm not getting married.
I'm probably going to have to have knee surgery.
Doctor told me what i've been telling everyone, that i am missing cartilage and am badly inflamed.
I am also going to have a toenail removed (I wont go into that one).
I am tired of living in small-town no where, but i don't want to move.
I am scared of being on my own... I don't like going places alone, never have,never will...
Right about now, life is boring. But i'm lazy as hell, so i can't really do anything about it...
KP