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Guess who's back...back again. hahaha. Ok so I am officially a loser. I
decided to post because I'm in a really good mood and wanted to share
my joy with the world. (also known as the number of people I can count
on one hand that probably read this) Anyway, I really love
Northwestern. It fits me really perfectly and I love everyone here. I
never felt like I wasn't being myself around them, but now I really
feel like myself (which basically means I'm sarcastic and act a
little...crazed) I had a water fight with Whitney earlier, with these
little fish squirters that I got for my birthday. good times, good
times. There's this boy who lives downstairs that I kind of like... but
it's still at that stage where I can't tell if it's just a hey we're
friends kind of thing, or I might actually like him. And my friend
likes him, so my choice is to back off now and be a good person or be a
bitch and keep doing whatever it is I'm doing. Stupid girls for
thinking like this. Honestly, it's just not fair that girls are wired
to care so much about other girls and the boys they have "claim to".
There's another fella' as well, but this is 99% attraction and not
actual like "ooh I like him". God damn is there attraction. AAH. OK, so
enough of that. It's so funny realizing the things that I've picked up
from my friends here, like saying "basically" which I basically say all
the time (hahaha) I also think about all the people I was friends with
in high school and how I pretty much never talk to them. That's kind of
sad, but at the same time, it makes me think that the people here are
just a better fit for me. In high school I was such a wanderer and
didn't really have long established ties with people...but then again I
had such a close group of friends in middle school and then we all just
drifted apart in high school. Maybe that's what happens, you make
friends where you are. I mean, if you keep yourself so attached to the
past you won't be able to move forward with your life and make new
friends. OK this is quite long, so I'll end there. Adios!
Rach
Rach